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Melanie J. Brown-Welch
copyright May 18, 1987
Dedicated to John Bernard Whitley (2/15/68-9/7/90)
my first true love

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John

You came into my life October 19, 1985...
I never realized you would become so important in my life.
Almost two years went by...
We would see each other every now and again and exchange a friendly,"Hi!"
We finished high school in our separate home towns.
Yes, in each of our lives there were ups and there were downs.
I worked at a department store.
And for a while I didn't see you much anymore.
I started technical school in your town and began to think about you again.
I had begun to think I wasn't going to see you again, and then...
I was working on March 29, 1987, a Sunday afternoon.
Little did I know my life was going to change soon.
I walked out of a door only to see you.
It didn't take but a minute for you to realize who I was, too.
You asked me out for the next Wednesday night.
I knew what I was doing wasn't right.
I was seeing someone else that Saturday we went out.
After that, my feelings for the other guy, I began to doubt.
I knew I was still in love with you after so long.
So, finally, I came clean with you because I was doing wrong.
I broke up with the other guy to keep on seeing you.
And I was so scared you wouldn't want to go on seeing me too.
Well, you weren't upset or mad, you just understood.
We were starting something together and it felt good!
When you finally told me you loved me, I almost cried!
I love you so much that it was almost scary inside!
Then you went to Columbus, because it was something you had to do.
Yet you wrote to me and I wrote to you...
Your letters were soo sweet
My life had never felt so full; so complete.
Once I said I loved you and you said you loved me, too.
And I asked you, "You really do?"
You looked at me and asked, "Do you trust me?"
I knew at that moment I trusted you completely.
When you came home, I was scared you wouldn't love me anymore.
And yet when we were together our love was stronger than before!
We went out on Wednesday night, April 29, 1987.
That night you met my daddy; I thought I was in Heaven.
The two men I loved the most seemed to really like each other.
Oh, John, I was so happy when we were together...
Never say "Goodbye"cause I love you with all my heart!
I always have right from the start!
"Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You", was our song!
When she made us break up,John, your mother was so wrong!
I hope we'll always be friends who will love and trust each other.
Nothing will ever change my love for you....NEVER!
Don't be afraid to ever talk to me and tell me how you feel.
It helps me to believe that the love we shared was real!
We could have overcome the bad times to make the good times better.
We could have become anything we wanted; We could have together.
I will always love you, John, and I miss you so very much.
And God knows I miss your touch!
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